Now, yesterday was a really bad day. I did not leave my apartment. I stayed in bed, trying to recover from my Lichterfelde-West experience. Very painful. Did not get any work done. Not even household stuff.

She contacted me via AIM. We talked for ~1 h. It was okay. Much less painful than I thought. I am actually happy to know (a) that she is all right and (b) that she is suffering as well...

Today looks better. It is not raining. I have already started doing some work. I am a bit more optimistic, more positive.